My girlfriend and I went to the event other night. I realized in LA, If you are producer or  director, chicks would throw their asses everywhere. Ass were trying to drop degits, ass on the wall hanging, apple martini with double shot of ass. I know networking is important, but I got bit tired and went outside for the air. I made friends there. Two lost pitbull were outside and I did hardcore networking with them. I don’t think any of the girls had  my kind of interaction.The dogs were sitting on my lap. I hate when  people sell themself out so they can get what they want from someone.I like my friends just because. One of my girl does producing or directing,one of those things. I would  like her exactly same if she works at hotdog on a stick.(or maybe I would like her more for free hotdog.) I liked her because she was hell of a timberline player with good heart. That quality is as rare as hermaphrodite.  You can’t change who you are just to get what you want and must be true to yourself. Ladies, now I must go because I have TV show to produce and movie to direct.          

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where does peeps blog now?? anyways, my problem two years ago was so innocent. Now, I had to worry bout my retirement plan, insurance, ARRP, Vowel movement, Joint pain. damn it.

Doesn’t aiko look like me? let’s support so I don’t have to do my homework.

When I was buying my mom flowers, this guy asked me If I’m buying them for my boyfriend. I was annoyed (I’m social but I’m a bitch when someone try to make a move on me.)so I said ” YES, you have a problem?” and walked away.  He said “how many do you have?” Since when  boyfriend became like children, or carton of eggs? Do you supposed to have many? How does people have a time for it? Especially in LA, You drive all day to go to work, market, school. Having too many will cost you lots of gas. That’s why it’s not good. Stay eco. recycle plastic bag, keep only one you really like!  

Xmas, I love. B’day I love. It makes sense to celebrate. But valentines day is just made for our consumerist society. I went to the supermarket(I’m a ral wanksta, mama send me to the market to buy lavender scented detergent.) I saw pink, hearts products everywhere. made me puke. Even M&M was wearing pink flamboyant(my new favorite word.)outfit. M&M is such a marketing whore I remember they were red and green for December,babyblue for easter.There were pink Reeses,butterfingers,my little pony pinky pie version. They might as well make cupid printed Charmin and heart shaped Tylenol with words like”he loves me” “hugs and kisses.” agh.

I read past stuff. Cherie is funny.. http://stars.ign.com/articles/699/699393p1.html

I thought this will be boring movie based on the true story. But it was good.Basically,(I’m not gonna say the tragic ending.) well-educated son of well-of family but his dad divorced to marry the mistress, he felt like he doesn’t belong nowhere.His family was materialistic,would always fight bout money, he went on the trip to Alaska by himself. He wanted to find out about true happiness, meaning of life. It made me cry because I think when I left my country, I had same kind of issue. Something in me was telling me to leave everything. I felt as I don’t belong nowhere. so for me, Alaska is to achieve my goal. but lately, I feel as even though I don’t get to Alaska, I’ll be ok.  watch it!  I’ve been eating Alaskan Salmon lots, what you eat is who you are. salmon has a sense to return to it’s birth place to spawn, if I eat enough, I wouldn’t need navigation system anymore. I eat corn. keeps me yellow. Proud to be a Jap.

I just got me a bike. I was excited!( I will use exclamation mark.I’m going to boycott lol for a while as I get annoyed by it.  Ppl over uses it. “e.g.)I went to the mall again, lol, just to kill my time,lol” Not that funny to me. Plus who the fuck would Laugh Out Loud  by themselves in front of comp? ) Anyway, I got the yellow one just like retarded kid. My friends told me I shouldn’t ride in the city. Dangerous. due to size of my head, I can’t balance well. But  riding bike could be good, it’s Eco friendly, I can contribute something to prevent global warming. It can also be good oxygen therapy by breathing deep to detoxify your body. I’m smart. But then I realized I don’t know how to ride a bike.I tried in my room and fell by TV.  Now, it’s  proved that bike riding elephant in Thailand is smarter than me.   

I just read what I said on interview few month back. I was picked to be ” All time top ten import models” by my favorite mag”Superstreet”. Here’s an article on me.. Why she’s here: She’s straight-up JDM.( I don’t know what jdm means though. Is it Jap Democrats moho? maybe something to do with jack daniel, they say I’m straight up.)Special talent: “I can breakdance, cook rice,speak Japanese;But men don’t want to hear about that; they just want to hear me say “I’m into sex and toys!” (laughs) I communicate with dogs. Men don’t flirt with me, but dogs will always hump my leg. It’s very direct.” On fulfilling her dream of MAKING OUR Top 10: “(sarcastically) It’s wonderful, but I don’t think I’m worthy. (changing her mind) I f—ing deserve this, bitches.” Ok, this is the reason why I’m working at regular job for the self improvement.well, no. I still think I deserve it. but I want to learn to be responsible. It’s hard cus I used to get dropped off to my school in limo. but that was my ex’s and not what I earned. plus that limo was owned by Tony Braxton back then, I think the plate said”xxdiva” or some corny shit. those things comes and go and I decided not to take short cut anymore. I believe when you earn your own, you can fully enjoy it, and noone can take that shit away. cus love,material things comes and go. same way I lost my fav. green jacket,my beautiful chair I used to sleep on last year. oyasuminasai, kodomotachi.nemu_ I like it when my fans paint me.:)