Does american people really have sex at 14? I hear those stories. I don’t want to talk about when I lost mine, too personal, but I was still keeping mine in college days. I don’t know. I think I mentioned on my blog a while ago I prefer reading books over sex, sex is overrated.( well my attitude towards that got a bit better now.) But I think men has expectation for me to be very sexual just because I had website and playboy stuff, it doesn’t make me sexual person. You know? it’s like just because you are priest it doesn’t stop you from molesting a..(I will take it back, wrong example.I will keep it PG13) Just because you own the candy shop, it doesn’t make you love candy. Do you guys think not having boyfriend and didn’t do anything for over years make someone desperate? What if that person was too afraid to be hurt? Of course that wasn’t me cus my name is iceberg. That is right. I pimp all the whores in this town. You better recognize.

I saw Rainman. I think I watched a bit long time ago, but back then, my ADD, ADHD was heavy and I wanted to watch more educational stuff instead such as Pokemon. BTW, I found Jap porn called poke me man. Do you guys think me used to have website and doing Playboy stuff was porn? I don’t know. I see Naomi or kate moss posing totally nude as a model but they are not called pornstar. right? It’s thin line btwn, but I never open my legs or stick carrot or rice cake in it. So It was artistic. I had only gerbil up in my ass shot like Richard Gere.(oh, shit ADD is happening again.)back to the subject. anyways, I watched the movie and scary thing was I had a resemblance to him. a lot. Like I really used to go to the bookstore and hide all Salinger books so nobody touches it. I also count numbers(only when I’m having nervous break down though.) I, don’t really like it when someone gets too close to me. Only thing I didn’t have was the brother who looks like Tom Cruise.

and I was just going on and on and on, but I’m sad today, no reason. it’s menopause. gotta go bitches.

You watch “Ambush make over” on Regis and Kelly of random struggling family, You cry with joy.
When your ass is up early enough to watch Regis & kelly.
Your fav. tv show has lots of med. comercial about gas,digestion,Menopause problem.
You drink prune juice.
You don’t remember what you ate for lunch.
You wear sweater with season theme.

Go ARRP!

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Me and peachies went to the bible study.We were running late because I was selling crack on street, pimpin hos and gambling right before. But I must say that was a great experience and I’m glad that I went. I sometimes I feel alone even when I’m with my friends or at the party( and I’m not trying to get some sympathy note from my fans telling me I love you. Although I do love when you all love me and now I realized that I’m contradicting myself and wonder if I say one thing then another. does that mean I have turrets syndrome? I mean I was just talking abouFUCKBarack Obama!! oh..it just came out from nowhere. I don’t know what happePinkberry is a fucken Government Conspiracy. oh, I don’t know what just happened there. let me get back on my experience on small group. I personally don’t really like to talk about my faith,etc on website as I would rather keep it to myself than someone leave mean comments about it. I believe that I came to this world with purpose and I feel blessed to go through what I went through. without it, I would never find my god. I’m still searching and I’m searching my own way to be a better person everyday.(well I don’t do it on wednesday because I’m jew.) I have many fraws.Probably not much physically as I’m all that and bag of chips.yes, I’m conceited basterd. But seriously, I really enjoy this small group and I want to keep on having faith in god. god bless my manager as I’m so blessed to meet you & her man, my mom,my cute bamboo baby,sis, dad, the waiter from texas,crazy dancing man on alley and YOU.

Did you know, good bye originated from god by you? well, sayonara motherfuckers.

Lil Aiko used to dream that one day, my prince riding horse with white tights wearing crown will come save me from her ordinary life. In my fantasy,I was sleeping in my dress in pumpkin shoe on my head, flog on my shoulder while the seven dwarfs makes miso soup.(My ADD kicked in listening to the stories, I got it all mixed up.) But living in Tokyo where bullet train runs, I never managed find him. As time pass by, I forgot all about it. But I think one day, it will happen in different form,like his white horse ride might turn black and he might be wearing D& G jeans instead of white tights, not a crown but bling and gold teeth cus I became asian rapper who rock Gunit gear I got from chinatown. Chuch!