Bible study
Me and peachies went to the bible study.We were running late because I was selling crack on street, pimpin hos and gambling right before. But I must say that was a great experience and I’m glad that I went. I sometimes I feel alone even when I’m with my friends or at the party( and I’m not trying to get some sympathy note from my fans telling me I love you. Although I do love when you all love me and now I realized that I’m contradicting myself and wonder if I say one thing then another. does that mean I have turrets syndrome? I mean I was just talking abouFUCKBarack Obama!! oh..it just came out from nowhere. I don’t know what happePinkberry is a fucken Government Conspiracy. oh, I don’t know what just happened there. let me get back on my experience on small group. I personally don’t really like to talk about my faith,etc on website as I would rather keep it to myself than someone leave mean comments about it. I believe that I came to this world with purpose and I feel blessed to go through what I went through. without it, I would never find my god. I’m still searching and I’m searching my own way to be a better person everyday.(well I don’t do it on wednesday because I’m jew.) I have many fraws.Probably not much physically as I’m all that and bag of chips.yes, I’m conceited basterd. But seriously, I really enjoy this small group and I want to keep on having faith in god. god bless my manager as I’m so blessed to meet you & her man, my mom,my cute bamboo baby,sis, dad, the waiter from texas,crazy dancing man on alley and YOU.
Did you know, good bye originated from god by you? well, sayonara motherfuckers.
on November 5th, 2007 at 3:31 am
Okay well i think its creepy that ur going to what now? A session for god? Going to mr.church studies. Your a naughty girl but i dont know maybe stripping and selling crack on street aint that bad. Oh but u gangsta right? Forgot that u wangster around the towns end. Anyway Do u think that u need something to make yourself feel more in depth with the world? I think nature is the thing that can gurantee u satisfaction but its turning into crap cuz of ”hi i drive a high powered car that destroys the world” but shit i drive a damn car so im a hypocrite and i contridict myself to. BuTTTTTTT like i was saying going out to a high mountain and looking down on everthing is pretty damn escaping i’m alone but i know that im happy and what makes life real and love real is sharing that happiness. That’s being true. I hate that feeling when u go to a party and u feel like your being raped by every1 or that nobody even knows u exist.
on November 8th, 2007 at 10:50 am
I don’t really know what kind of party you go to feel like being raped by everyone. I told you to stay away from all those hard core gay club where everyone wears chaps.
on November 9th, 2007 at 8:44 am
And yes the ”Girls” want to rape me and yes the parties i go to are pretty gay and lame. And i wear tight levi’s thx. You should invite me to your parties so u can show me the angst of feeling alone.
on November 23rd, 2007 at 11:53 am
Well I think you probably felt different than other people all your life and that probably gives you the drive to show the world who you are and please it with your gifts. However since you just get aired in our rooms for about 7 minutes and we don`t meet the real you, you should expect a kind of superficial love, which can you feel sometimes lonely. So probably most of the time the best you can do is inspire with your creativity, openess & a load of crazyness (did I forget sexy?).
Why are you different? because God certainly blessed and loves you(I think that’s what your name means)
Personally, the best way I keep from feeling lonely is trying to remember that too and how Jesus showed that we should love other people as well!
on November 23rd, 2007 at 12:07 pm
That said, you have a lot of syndromes. Howdy
on November 25th, 2007 at 6:24 pm
After just reading 2 years of your life/bombardment of j/k’s (you should give a prescription before people start reading) and being paralyzed for the rest of the day, I realised I should retract the “superficial love” statement because it doesn’t apply for you at all. Your words are too deep, intelligent and intimate (which would take lethal amount of courage for average jane does). You could also have hired a team of screenwriters working for you around the clock which you pay in sex so they wont strike. However you should still send them to an english class since they spell like shit. In either way I can only talk in superlatives despite having the risk that your fans will see me as the suck up (I rather suck down). You just inspire me bigtime, e.g. I started with working out again (now they really hate me). Dream big/greater/greatest. God bless you!
on June 23rd, 2008 at 7:01 am
“well, sayonara motherfuckers.”
LOL! I’m guessing you didn’t say that when you left the Bible study????