I thought this will be boring movie based on the true story. But it was good.Basically,(I’m not gonna say the tragic ending.) well-educated son of well-of family but his dad divorced to marry the mistress, he felt like he doesn’t belong nowhere.His family was materialistic,would always fight bout money, he went on the trip to Alaska by himself. He wanted to find out about true happiness, meaning of life. It made me cry because I think when I left my country, I had same kind of issue. Something in me was telling me to leave everything. I felt as I don’t belong nowhere. so for me, Alaska is to achieve my goal. but lately, I feel as even though I don’t get to Alaska, I’ll be ok.  watch it!  I’ve been eating Alaskan Salmon lots, what you eat is who you are. salmon has a sense to return to it’s birth place to spawn, if I eat enough, I wouldn’t need navigation system anymore. I eat corn. keeps me yellow. Proud to be a Jap.

I just got me a bike. I was excited!( I will use exclamation mark.I’m going to boycott lol for a while as I get annoyed by it.  Ppl over uses it. “e.g.)I went to the mall again, lol, just to kill my time,lol” Not that funny to me. Plus who the fuck would Laugh Out Loud  by themselves in front of comp? ) Anyway, I got the yellow one just like retarded kid. My friends told me I shouldn’t ride in the city. Dangerous. due to size of my head, I can’t balance well. But  riding bike could be good, it’s Eco friendly, I can contribute something to prevent global warming. It can also be good oxygen therapy by breathing deep to detoxify your body. I’m smart. But then I realized I don’t know how to ride a bike.I tried in my room and fell by TV.  Now, it’s  proved that bike riding elephant in Thailand is smarter than me.   

I just read what I said on interview few month back. I was picked to be ” All time top ten import models” by my favorite mag”Superstreet”. Here’s an article on me.. Why she’s here: She’s straight-up JDM.( I don’t know what jdm means though. Is it Jap Democrats moho? maybe something to do with jack daniel, they say I’m straight up.)Special talent: “I can breakdance, cook rice,speak Japanese;But men don’t want to hear about that; they just want to hear me say “I’m into sex and toys!” (laughs) I communicate with dogs. Men don’t flirt with me, but dogs will always hump my leg. It’s very direct.” On fulfilling her dream of MAKING OUR Top 10: “(sarcastically) It’s wonderful, but I don’t think I’m worthy. (changing her mind) I f—ing deserve this, bitches.” Ok, this is the reason why I’m working at regular job for the self improvement.well, no. I still think I deserve it. but I want to learn to be responsible. It’s hard cus I used to get dropped off to my school in limo. but that was my ex’s and not what I earned. plus that limo was owned by Tony Braxton back then, I think the plate said”xxdiva” or some corny shit. those things comes and go and I decided not to take short cut anymore. I believe when you earn your own, you can fully enjoy it, and noone can take that shit away. cus love,material things comes and go. same way I lost my fav. green jacket,my beautiful chair I used to sleep on last year. oyasuminasai, kodomotachi.nemu_ I like it when my fans paint me.:)

I forgot to say that. this means  A)I’ve been partying so hard, I just woke up from overdose of every single things such as glue, gerber apple sauce, flaming hot cheetos(eat with caution. if you scratch your eyes after munching them, you can go blind. I dunno why but I have this vision in my head,fat bastards with off white fruit of the loom underwear multi-task by eating cheetos  and scratching butt hole. I assume 42 % of hemroid was triggered by this interaction.)  B) I adopted Chinese culture and decided to celebrate New year on non-New year day. I think Chinese are genius but I will mention ltr on Panda wears prada. C) bitch is back. answer is C. Me and mom are having fun. She gets on my nerve everyday because she’s spoiled but much respect on raising me.  What you all did on New Years? I was by myself but I kinda liked it.  I treated myself to spa at four season.It was cool so I can clear my head and think about this year ahead while swedish chick touches me naked.  She just happened to be 50 years old. But if I choosed 20 years d-cup swedish twins, the price was gonna be doubled.