I watch movie “she’s all that.”  I liked it. So sugary. I hope someone did take me on a prom date like that. But back home we dont have a prom. We were just trained to be a ninja. Do you have any cheesy movie you like? I like “16 candles”and “Pretty woman.”In real life,  a hooker stay as a hooker,a nerd stay as a nerd though. Richard Gere will never show up in your front door in limo with gerbil up in his ass. Real life is not so romantic. It’s better that way. I would puke if someone pick me up in white limo wearing tux. That money should go to www.savethewhalefoundation.com or www.savemoneyforaikotanaka’sb’day.com  I did AIDS walk for 3 hours last week with my girls. For some reason I got confused and thought it was gay walk and wore school girl outfit. It went well though.  Good cause. I will do next year too, come join.  

We fail everyday. Walk scared.  As long as we have faith,  we can sink under the water. It’s ok. Just try.I ate pumpkin pocky. I like everything pumpkin. I want my pumpkin soup with onion I had in Tokyo. oishii. I also want Ramen.( oh but becareful with instant ramen. 500,000 package of instant ramen have been recalled  due tue contamination of paradichlorobenzene…)  Since my girl work at boba place by my house, I get enough suger. I found myself waltzing around with Mexican vallet parking guy after having almond jello milk tea she made for me. We rocked out in the car on the way back just like white people do. The song was something about the guy understanding not to see me again. I guess. My other friends came by and told me to come over for shrimp dinner. Nice of her. I’m allergic to shrimp(poop).  I took a nap. When I woke up, I found a cup cake infront of my door by older couple across my place. Aww! I felt loved. J.C. loves us. Dad B’day,  I feel weird every year.So I got out my house. Random persom talking about female anatomy loud in my ears. Some lesbian stuff. Am I gay? No. I’m for sure I can be asexual.  So overrated. I pretend not get offended when they moved on about me and girl. I need this moment probably just get by. Sunday, I will have Small group and it will be fun. We can’t invest time and feeling to  people we don’t know or someone who doesn’t care about you.  When me and my girlfriends were hanging out, this crazy guy came up to us cursed us out. No reason.  Certain people are certain way. Try not take anything personal.

I was doing my dishes. I don’t hire cleaning ladies anymore, I do my own. My pots and dishes seemed to have so much fun.  They were floating in the hot water in the bubbles. I just got my bath tub culked so I CAN’T TAKE SHOWER FOR OVER NIGHT. When someone tells me I can’t, I want to.It’s just my nature. Next thing you know, my tea cup was telling me” Aiko, c’mon jump in. it feels so good in here. You are missing out. I mean, why do you even take shower. Here, you have fridge for cold water, coffee cake,  and roast chicken if you are bored. c’mon.” I said ok.  So, I took a bath in the kitchen. I wiped myself with paper towel.  Bounty really do absorb the water well. Now we know. This is why I like to stay single because I don’t think anyone will let me take a bath like that.  or let me take as much shower as I want. 

Noone wanted to take my “Hairspray” DVD I got as a gift so I decided to watch it…man….I hate to admit…This movie was very good. Inspirational. Chunky cute kid, having dream to be a star, despite her appearance. and she become one. I liked it. It is cool to be emo….I was writing this blog 3 days ago and I left. I’m back. anyways, this movie was good. I loved it. please watch. I missed you guys.Did you miss me?You better. 

Lately, I’m having a moment. It is not always pleasant. Growing pain. I wish I was done with it. But since I’m 5′3 midget, I have more to go.(5′4 sometimes, depends on my mood, but ladies,my feet are size 7. ) Sometimes I want to run away to be a monk. But I must face the reality. Can’t be defeated by the blanket. I’m way to sensitive to the world. I must stand alone. I want to inspire people. At this moment, I wanna  make you happy through my blog. After visiting my site, if you feel like doing something better for the world, my job is done. No, just do good for someone you care. or just take care of yourself. Anyways, I remember reading book by Kafka as a kid, thinking, what if I wake up one day, I was a worm? That’s pretty cool because I’m going to ditch school. I don’t need to come up excuse like”I’m sick.” I just tell teacher that I’m sorry I turn into a worm I have no feet to go. please expel me.” The end.  Loose stool is just my favorite phrase for this week. Also, butter squash. It sounds like such a fun vegetable. It’s butter and squash. All in one world. But I do not like the taste. Which food has fun besides Funyuns?